Say Something Witty.....

not as hot or sexy as they think they are =p.

and spies. =p

1. Don’t call me babe, I hate it, its anoying and whining and makes me what to kick you.
2. tell the truth, its tiring trying to guess what you mean.
3. don’t protect “my feelings” I can do that myself I’m not an idiot if I didnt want the truth I wouldnt be in the situation I would be making one up in my head.
4. Don’t send flowers or chocolates unless you have good reason.
5. Don’t be jealous, if i’m with you I’m with you.
6. Don’t pretend to like everything I do…I’m not a retard I do know that your not a fan of gossip girl.
7. Don’t be my bitch…..it I wanted a lap dog I’d go to the pet store.
8. Argue bloody hell its not such a bad things, It usualy makes things better.
9. Don’t ignore issues you’ll make them worse.
10. Don’t shout chat up lines or random noises in my general direction I don’t know who you think that works on.
11. be yourself, because unfortunately theres no point tricking someone into liking you when fundamentaly you have nothing in common.

Complicated

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Dramatic

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Tiring.

I’m pretty fed up of my whole life being one big drama having to talk seriously with people and come about to some massive conclusion, I just don’t have the time any more or the inclination, I want to be happy and dance and laugh and not have to feel like I’m sixteen years old trapped in a badly written skins episode.

I’m fed up.

A few days ago I saw some fish in a aquirum, I think they were salmon it was set up so there were rapids and sharp rocks that the fish had to push against the current to get upstream, it seemed like their whole lives were set up that way.

I Honestly felt bad for them, like it was me i’d give them a massive space of open water, i’d never challenge them or push them i’d make there lives easy but it seemed in a way that would be more harmful then them failing, because that is what their exsistance was moving against the tide and trying to reach a goal, come hell or high water.

I think thats the way I deal with life, I’d rather struggle and make it easier for everyone else, I’d rather remove the option of sadness or failour out of the persons way then watch them struggle and probaly become a better person for it.

I think that maybe a problem because we all have to over come to endure and simplicity breads drama.

But given the choice I still would of tried to make them feel better however happy they were already.

It must be a little strange I guess…

That I still think about you now, still wonder in some half merlot trance if your ok, if your happy, if your going to marry her?, if you think of me too.

Its not that I want you back.

I just think about you.

when my life doesnt make sense, when I listen to an amazing song, when I think about travel.

cause to me I guess you were the authority on everything thats cool.

its raining today,

my birthday in a few days….do you know that? do you still remeber?.

we didn’t make it to a year, and it seems so weird that your still so important.

wonder if you follow my life as avidily as I follow yours.

I guess….

I just want to no your well, and you forgive me.

and you get it too.

because I reckon your the only one that possibly could.